i wonder when was the last time i was still scared of thunderstorms?

i don’t want to sound brave but i do remember the time when i was a kid and was traumatized because of a bad storm (with a lot of lightning and winds). My sister and i were alone in the home. She wasn’t too old either and we both held each other crying with all the thunders scaring us.

so its not like i am still scared of them but just that i hate them.